so. my last post was done in the midst of a very irritated whirl of emotions. so i felt the need to explain myself. if anybody is actually reading this. here goes:
alright, so i was irritated with one of my friends. i felt the need to vent somehow. so i chose here. which wasnt the best choice i have ever made. but hey, we're all human. i dont even know how to describe what is going on in my head. i guess, i am getting tired of how some of my friends handle things. for instance, when you tell me you are going to do something or be somewhere at a specific time, then i expect you to follow through. its one thing if you let me know what is going on ahead of time, but to just not show up or to show up a half hour late... i just dont understand. maybe i was just raised differently than other people. i was taught that when you make a commitment, then you should follow through with it. i dont know. also, i think that i need to spend time with people who have the same values and beleiefs that i do. i dont appreciate when people slam on others just because they beleive in God. oh and also, i am very tired of people thinking that i am some big prude because a) i think that doing drugs and drinking and smoking is not a good way to spend your time and b) because i have never had a boyfriend. its not like i dont like guys, its just that i dont spend all my time chasing boys. i prefer to keep my feelings to myself. i'm just not a very outgoing person. i hate that people judge me without knowing anything about me.
i dont really know what i accomplished by posting this, but i think i just needed to post some sort of an explanation for what i posted last time. but i stand by what i said. i just needed to word it a little differently i guess.
~L
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