couple things...

i am in a really bad mood and need to vent. so this is my only outlet at the moment. i dont even know where to begin. i'm really irritated at one of my friends right now. and then she is texting me, but not answering my calls, which means that she is with somebody right now. which also means that she is texting while she is with somebody. which is a whole other problem. lets go with that for a moment. when i am with somebody, i want them to be talking to me, not trying to figure out what they are doing later. and also, when i am TALKING to you, LISTEN TO ME DAMMIT. GAHH!!! Do people have any idea how rude it is to start texting somebody while you are in the middle of a conversation with another person. HAVE YOU NO MANNERS WHATSOEVER!!!??!!!??!?! i makes me want to SCREAM. i am so irritated. and i just want to talk to my friend, but i have no idea what to say to her. i really want to yell at somebody. i'm tired of people thinking that they cant tell me stuff because i am too straight edged or goody goody or what ever the hell else. i want my friends to talk to me about stuff.

ya know what. i think i need some different friends. cause heres the thing. we dont have the same religious views. my friends dont want to DO things. i am always the one initiating things. i am tired of it. and i think, for once, i am going to do something about it.

~L