love love love love love...

so i was just reading postsecret, and someone's secret was " i see God in the love of my friends", and i just wanted to say that i do too. i think that sometimes its hard to see Him in your life, but for me, its easy to see Him in the lives of my friends and how we all interact. my favorite thing ever is to be sitting and watching people and you can just tell how close they really are. just simply by the way they look at each other or the ease of their being together. and i dont mean in a romantic way at all. just love among friends. it makes me so happy to see this. and now, as i am thinking about it, i can see that i have a few individuals in my life that i have that with. i hope they know who they are...

She is so spent...

i am so tired. and i have been listening to don paul shreffler's "save me' on repeat. i honestly cannot get enough of it. its so good. it helps me remember the little things that i need saving from. the only issue is that i have to listen to it on myspace... but its all good. totally worth it. oh, and i am way too big of a procrastinator... just so you know.

also, i have recently become obsessed with postsecret again.

have a good week.

oh and yes, i realize how random this post is. deal. ;P

Sense and Sensibility

okay. so i watched the Alan Rickman, Emma Thompson, Kate Winslet, and Hugh Grant version of Sense and Sensibilty last night wit MArguax. and we have both decided that Colonel Brandon (Alan Rickman) is quite possibly the greatest man of literature EVER. just thought i would share that with you all :)

~L

p.s. there were a suprising amount of people in this movie that also worked on the harry potter movies. they just kept appearing. it was quite funny :)

p.p.s. if you find me speaking in a british accent, its because of this movie :)

whats on my mind? well i have no idea at the moment...

so. my last post was done in the midst of a very irritated whirl of emotions. so i felt the need to explain myself. if anybody is actually reading this. here goes:

alright, so i was irritated with one of my friends. i felt the need to vent somehow. so i chose here. which wasnt the best choice i have ever made. but hey, we're all human. i dont even know how to describe what is going on in my head. i guess, i am getting tired of how some of my friends handle things. for instance, when you tell me you are going to do something or be somewhere at a specific time, then i expect you to follow through. its one thing if you let me know what is going on ahead of time, but to just not show up or to show up a half hour late... i just dont understand. maybe i was just raised differently than other people. i was taught that when you make a commitment, then you should follow through with it. i dont know. also, i think that i need to spend time with people who have the same values and beleiefs that i do. i dont appreciate when people slam on others just because they beleive in God. oh and also, i am very tired of people thinking that i am some big prude because a) i think that doing drugs and drinking and smoking is not a good way to spend your time and b) because i have never had a boyfriend. its not like i dont like guys, its just that i dont spend all my time chasing boys. i prefer to keep my feelings to myself. i'm just not a very outgoing person. i hate that people judge me without knowing anything about me.

i dont really know what i accomplished by posting this, but i think i just needed to post some sort of an explanation for what i posted last time. but i stand by what i said. i just needed to word it a little differently i guess.

~L

couple things...

i am in a really bad mood and need to vent. so this is my only outlet at the moment. i dont even know where to begin. i'm really irritated at one of my friends right now. and then she is texting me, but not answering my calls, which means that she is with somebody right now. which also means that she is texting while she is with somebody. which is a whole other problem. lets go with that for a moment. when i am with somebody, i want them to be talking to me, not trying to figure out what they are doing later. and also, when i am TALKING to you, LISTEN TO ME DAMMIT. GAHH!!! Do people have any idea how rude it is to start texting somebody while you are in the middle of a conversation with another person. HAVE YOU NO MANNERS WHATSOEVER!!!??!!!??!?! i makes me want to SCREAM. i am so irritated. and i just want to talk to my friend, but i have no idea what to say to her. i really want to yell at somebody. i'm tired of people thinking that they cant tell me stuff because i am too straight edged or goody goody or what ever the hell else. i want my friends to talk to me about stuff.

ya know what. i think i need some different friends. cause heres the thing. we dont have the same religious views. my friends dont want to DO things. i am always the one initiating things. i am tired of it. and i think, for once, i am going to do something about it.

~L

life...

ya know, sometimes i wish people would ask me what is going on in my life instead of only telling me about theirs. i had a pretty long convo with one of my friends the other day, and she spent the whole time talking about what she has been doing. while i understand, it would have been nice to be asked how i've been, and more than just "hey, how are ya".

i hope that doesnt make me sound selfish or self absorbed, because i love hearing about my friends lives, i just sometimes want people to talk to me instead of at me...

love always
~L

Long time no...type?

wooow... its been a while since i've posted. i have been procrastinating doing my summer work... but cannot do so any longer since school starts in a week... ahhhh well.

okay so we had orientation this past week, and it was very strange. some reasons why:

1) i forgot how many people are in my grade...
2) all of a sudden EVERYBODY can drive and...
3) they have shiny new cars ( i saw some girl with a brand new vw bug 0_o )
but you wanna know the reason why it is so strange?
4) Emily wasnt there, nor will she be joining us :(

its so weird... We have been best friends since 7th grade. and now she's HALFWAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY!!!! GAAAHHH.

it makes me sad.

i misssss yoooouuuu......

love always,
~L

dream

okay so i thought that i should share with y'all my dream last night. its exteremly random and sort of embarrassing. but anyways... okay so somehow i was charged with the task of watching/protecting (get this) Renesmee Cullen (i kno). Oh, and MArgaux was there too. okay so then some pack of people/vampires started chasing us and we had to hide in the trees. and then (here comes the really random part) i had to leave because i had to get my hair done. !!! like i said. RANDOM!!! the hair thing prolly came from the fact that i have a haircut appointment today... which i have to go to now.

Love always,
~L

todays adventure

i went to the mall and to the valley with marguax. we got Qdoba. yuuummmm. :) haha

oh and also. we have decided to send emily really random packages every once in a while. so beware emily dear. *evil laugh*

just thought you should kno.

love always
~L

back from camping!

HI ALL!! Back from camping... again. and we go again a week from friday... ugh. let me just tell you something about our camping trips... IT ALWAYS RAINS. ALWAYS. no joke. it rained practically all day yesterday. so we were stuck inside the camper, watching Jericho...lol. I was watching a movie on my bunk and my mom comes back and tells me how she wishes i wasnt always in the dark by myself... 0_o... what else am i supposed to do! *sigh* oh and also, my brother has taken to saying 'tehe' in this really annoying voice whenever he feels the need and needless to say, i want to find the off switch on him... yeah.

(oh and btw, i dont remember what color my background is so i hope these colors show up)

so.... thats about all. i miss everybody! krew later tho! yay!

love always
~Lizzy

The Start of Something...

okay, so. i thought it would be fun to start a blog. so i am. awesome! hehe. i have no idea what to say on a blog so i will probably just ramble a little. and maybe, just maybe, something profound will come out of my mouth (or my hands, seeing as i am typing...)

Anyways. i thought it would be cool to do this so that everybody that i dont see that often and those that are out of the state (sad face) can see what is happening in my "lovely life". i just picked it cause it is awesome alliteration (lol).

Like i said. rambling.

Hmmm.... what to say what to say... Oh well heres something. EMILY IS IN FREAKING EAST LYME, CN!!! it sucks. but it prolly sucks worse for her right now. *sigh*

oh, and also, practically everybody else i know is out of town... *sigh*

okay. done complaining.

OOOO!!! did i mention that i love how pretty it is outside. its so nice. we have our windows open and it is great not to have the AC on. ah-MAZING.

soooo.... i guess i am done...

Love to you all!
Lizzy